Well, it’s been two months since my employer (dressed as an evil smiling clown) black bagged me in the middle of the night and sent me abroad. And my precious, precious doggies are doing well with my host family, but I miss them. I also miss my kitchen. A lot.
This has ended up being a far bigger issue than I would have expected. If you cook regularly, we all have our kitchens. We know them. It’s downright transparent. You might make an alteration here and there, but it’s essentially static. The dynamic factor is the food.
We also have what I guess you can call guest kitchens. For example I cook at my Ma’s for me Ma all the time. I know that kitchen like the back of my hand. It means nothing for me to cook over there as if it was my own.
So I guess I just kind of assumed since work wasn’t sending me to the middle of Vlad’s Siberia wonderland or a tiger filled jungle that I’d have a real kitchen, figure it out, and it would be fine. Right? Nope. But, why?
1) Bare Basics
Because I’m abroad for a limited time I didn’t get to bring my stuff. Work has a local contract (which wouldn’t pass most Western anti-corruption standards) to provide me the very bare bones basics at my apartment. This means I’ve got some plates, a few bowls, and six sad water glasses. I’ve also got some D grade pots and pans manufactured in Yugoslavia Circa 1989.
You can forget the most benign of kitchen items are important to you, until they don’t exist. Out here I have bowls, but they’re of a shallow nature, and hold only enough liquid for a six year old’s soup I made curry and the broth was a rather light consistency. Given the small bowl size I had hardly any food in there.
In frustration, I ended up using a pot as my eating bowl instead. I’m there eating straight out of the pot and I look over and there’s this Viking ghost sitting next to me doing the same. He hoists his drinking horn in a toast, I hoist my cheap ass local beer can made of cadmium. Cheers my Viking brother, I’ve gone back in time. It burns. The spicy curry, not the cadmium, not yet anyways.
How about spices? How about starting from zero, nothing. At home I might have 50 spices of a variety that would make a 16th Century Portuguese smuggler angry and pull his cutlass. Out here I had a bare cupboard. I’ve methodically replenished jar by jar for weeks.
At first I didn’t get new measuring cups because I didn’t want to buy new ones. I eyed everything. Then I realized you really can’t write proper recipes without them. So I had to go buy new measuring cups I didn’t want to purchase.
Remember grating cheese or vegetables? This is a pretty standard task, right? But what happens when you don’t have a grater? You have to make a tactical decision on whether it’s important enough to buy a new grater. Countless, countless decisions need to be made on how important things and tools are to you.
So you’re probably like, well, whatever man, just go buy all this stuff. It’ll be fun, right? But, …
I already have a grater, and spices, and bowls, and whatever back home. So I’m going to buy new items to satisfy my kitchen needs out here, for what, one year and some change? I had to buy a new colander because you essentially can’t cook without one.
But I’ve got like five or six different sized colander’s back home. So this was an unnecessary purchase. I felt really bad buying it even though I knew I absolutely needed it. So what do I do with it after I’m done here? Ship it home? I need a seventh colander less than a mercenary elf assassin.
So I guess I’ll ship the new one home, and donate one of my older colanders to charity? I guess?
It’s not that big a deal for these minor tools I suppose. A colander or a peeler or a wooden spoon are small, relatively cheap, and just not that big of an impact to anything. But, …
For the first few years of my cooking journey I didn’t really employ gear. You need good knives, good pans, a large steel mixing bowl, etc. For a long while I never used things like a food processor, blender, spice grinder, any of that. But once I did, and learned how to use them well. They became essential tools.
This is even truer for me because I like to cook and experiment with various cuisines from around the globe. Now without this gear I feel my powers are reduced. There’s less magic to be made. Buying a new colander I don’t need is minor waste. Buying a new food processor that costs north of three figures? I haven’t done that. I won’t do that.
And so in the meantime: I’m in a dark cave, behind me are a bunch of kidnapped urchin children I’m rescuing. The cursed bear is up on his hind legs, roaring, foaming with delight, urchins are screaming in terror. “I’ll deal with him,” I firmly state. I reach for my sorcerer wand, and nothing is there. Then the urchins are running and screaming as the bear rips me in half. But, …
4) The Past
I don’t know how my Grandparents did it. It’s weird to think about. The number one thing I typically wonder is how they cooked all that delicious food with so little counter space. The answer is I think they did a ton of prep actually at the kitchen table. In those days the table was actually right in the kitchen.
My Grandmother had a double stack oven, the kind where you have two whole elements you could set to different temperatures. So that capability was awesome, and actually in excess of what most kitchens have today. But they didn’t have fancy tools like food processors or spice grinders. They probably didn’t let a of lack spice jars bother them as much as it does me.
So it’s tough to know how much of my current kitchen is real legitimate frustration on my part, and how much of it is I’m an amateur cook who’s a spoiled brat. I’m still cooking and cooking well out here, it’s just a slog at times with these various limitations. It sucks when you plan a meal, you’re in the zone, and you reach for (x) and you’ve entirely forgotten you don’t have it.
So you flex, and get it done, and the food tastes great. But it was much harder to do, and so there’s a commensurate lapse in enjoyment.
Not sure how I feel about all this. But that’s about it. I miss my dogs. I really miss my family and friends. I’ll get the kitchen back too, and that’ll be nice.
In the meantime, it’s been a good long while since I put a recipe up here. More on that, and soon. After all, work made me.